Sister, thank you! I’m only a bit through this video. I feel so much conviction and my heart is so heavy. I have cried out to the Father to forgive me. But I don’t know where to start. My oldest two children are respectful and kind. My youngest, a 12-year-old boy, is so entitled, so defiant. He is kind and sweet, but he lacks discipline and obedience. I can see that this will destroy his life. I struggle to get him to shower, brush his teeth, clean his room. He goes to bed so late and awakes late. We are homeschooling, if you want to call it that as it’s so much of a fight to get him to do anything he doesn’t find interesting. I know it is my fault and not his.

He is so insanity talented musically and mechanically, but his complete disregard for time and authority will cost him greatly in the future.

I don’t want to fail my children or teach them to be disobedient. I don’t even know where to begin. My husband and I have only been on our journey walking in Torah for about 1.5 years. Our children all gave up unclean foods and began to keep sabbath without batting an eye. We’ve stopped keeping worldly holidays and this is our first keeping and honoring all His feasts. I need prayer and possibly guidance. I know He is good and He is faithful and that He can and will redeem the lost time. But OH IT’S SO SO HEAVY!