Baby Lamb, fully committed no matter the cost or duration. Am under much inner and outer pressure since telling others about my decision and what He has done for me. My first post did not seem to go through. Hoping to talk to a group or rep in my area. Currently located in Lacey, Wa. Much ground deception taking place in this area. Need much preparation and study but may not last if i cannot find safety. Hard for me to travel, but planning to flee to a new location in march. Praying that the Spirit will get this to another group or seasoned lamb. This is a personal SOS!