I'm learning that YAHUAH teaching us all how to TRUST in HIM... When your in the FIRE it's all ABOUT BELIEVING AND TRUSTING that HES GOT YOU.. THIS is HARD yet I'm now seeing how HES STRENGTHENING the TRUST 😲💥

What a MERCIFUL, PATIENT, LOVING
KING WE SERVE.
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TODAH YAHDAH YAHUAH for this piece.

Isiah 40: 31
THEY that wait upon the YAHUAH shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

A VERY HARDEN HEART THAT CANNOT HEAR OR SEE!
Proverbs 16:18-19 Pride goeth before destruction, And an haughty spirit before a fall.
Haughty Attitude symbolizes excessive pride and arrogance, fostering contempt for others and potential personal downfall. It often manifests as disdain towards authority, highlighting the importance of humility and respect in social relationships.
THE SPIRIT IS VERY HEAVENLY MINDED AKA SPIRTUALLY MINDED.
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In my past i learn alot of TRUTH of KNOWLEDGE of YAHUAHS people growing up my mother knew alot of HIS WAYS. so growing up and walking away from HIS WAYS i ended up forgetting to walk those ways due to sin it clouds the mind so you live like a common life and do what you want etc.
So in 2015 when YAHUAH gave me HIS RAUCH, I did eat alot of scripture overfed in it to help this cloud of confusion and it help and lot of light bulbs went off from all the KNOWLEDGE I had known growing up learning YAHUAH.
Only thing is i PUFF UP IN SPIRTUAL HIGHMINDED thinking i KNEW alot of his ways which i let pride consume me. And so due to that the HAUGHTY SPIRIT BINDED me.
I carried this spirit for a moment without realizing it. I wanted to FOLLOW YAHUSHA. so to try and understand his ways in my own way i got hurt.
FIrst being binded in it having a HARDEN HEART from pain and hurt and not knowing that we all carry without being healed spirits feed off that so we become HARD IN THE HEART( cant truly see or hear the REAL SPIRIT),
STUBBORN( feeling stuck learning later where that there is stuck on an idol which is DOING YOUR OWN WILL),
FALL( self- destruction throwing others under the bus, hate rage, lying etc)
SO someone of the HOUSE i hurt deeply because of this spirit i allow in.
I started to complain and mummer behind their back because i couldnt understand what they were trying to say to me. i thought something might be wrong with them or what ever i was thinking at those times.
When reality this person try to help me by correcting me righteously and because of this mind still in that matrix of being bound to this spirit still. i couldnt understand.
This sprit is no joke it is very cunning and very sneaky how to make you look like your innocent and they're bad.
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ISAIAH 5:20- Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!
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so in JUNE 2023 PRIDE month i FASTED well i FASTED right for the enemy to take over. THIS possesion is no joke. your body feels like your sharing it with something you have no control over. i felt like i was crazy i felt like i couldnt get through almost felt like MIRIAM off of chosen episode 1 how she felt insane.
I was near a computer and I went and caused a fire that isnt good behind closed doors i didnt do what these other vessles are doing they're showing it LOUD and CLEAR more. WHICH be MORE HARDER FOR THEM.
Any ways I went to someone under that influnce of that spirit and told them what ever i couldnt control on and i cant blame even the spirit i allow it in was my fault i hurt this person towards this other person.
And this did reach Apostles eyes and ears and a WELL RESPECTED MAN HE CAME TO ME PRIVATELY AND HAD A GOOD TALK TO ME.
HE DIDNT DISREPECT ME . I DISREPECTED HIM BY those that are DEAR to him. YET im GRATEFUL this played out. BECAUSE this spirit needed to go.
This spirit LEFT at the same TIME i came to REALIZATION who i HARMED and this murderd me deeply. ( this still effects me)
This is where i was very alone in this time for a bit i wept and wept and i felt like i didnt deserve to live and that i didnt mean to do these things that i caused mayham in. once i realise this PRIDEFUL SPIRIT the SERPENT had me under this WITCHCRAFT i broke from it HURT VERY MUCH.
YAHUAH had HIS FACE TURN AWAY FROM ME.. NOT GOOD!
I felt at this time i was in a very dark spot i couldnt get out of.
yet once i reach HIS HEART WITH REAL CRIES! HE ANSWERED
And i started to see things unfold in front of me and HIS WORDS WERE
DONT DO THIS AGAIN OR YOUR DONE
YOU CAN DO BETTER I FORGIVE YOU DO BETTER I BELIEVE IN YOU.
VERY ENCOURAGING words. so i PUSHED out of the DARK JUNGLE i was in to see a CLEARING AGAIN. wasnt like a straight clear thing i still had to clean up from the residue of this spirit i came out of.
and so once i got out i still hated myself for the things i done to HIM AND HIS PEOPLE.
i felt unworthy i ended up telling him i dont think i can do this. and thats where a different story came into play for a choosing of him or my will. and i realized that i wanted to be with him and his people
from the spirit to the flesh i been battling to try to become REAL instead a FAKE person that will not aknowledge their sins and hurt other.
either your a PETER or a JUDAS
the PETERS are the ones truly trying to change
JUDAS gonna hang themselves because it was to late to REPENT..
REPENTANCE IS A MAJOR THING.
WHATS SAD PEOPLE TRULY DONT KNOW WHAT REPENTANCE IS OTHERWISE THERE WOULDNT BE SO MANY CRITICS.

SHABBAT SHALOM FAMILY,

I WOULD HAVE A NICE LITTLE IMAGE ON HERE WITH SHABBAT SHALOM. FOR SOME REASON I CANT UPLOAD IT OFF MY PHONE ONTO HERE. I APOLOGIZE.

SO I'LL GIVE YOU BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOUR HOUSEHOLD THAT YOU ALL HAVE A BEAUTIFUL REST DAY. AND THE REST OF THE WEEK AS WELL. ❤️

When I was in my test with my decision. I was shown what the value of FAMILY was more. When I was understanding the difference of THOSE that be there and those WHO are fake. I Had to see some of these things to get an understanding.

Last year I did a bad thing in PRIDE and I didn't understand it. I was knock on my butt. Well I knew in that darkest hour of my moment of the hurt I caused I hurt THOSE I love. And realize what have I done.

And this test started then and it ended the night before trumpets started this year. Was a very long test for me. Started in the spirit ended in the flesh.

I'm grateful I went through this separation period that started in spring. And I was shown so much how to take REBUKES better how to be more HUMBLE in certain areas.

And the most part I got to even see what I TRULY wanted. I got to learn more about FAKE and REAL.

I felt like my flesh woke up from a big pig pen. And this test show me more and more. I wanna come to FAMILY RIGHT not wrong. And I wanna Try BETTER then before.

I realized I need my FAMILY and I can't do this alone. Even though the world got us to do everything on own. We really can't without ONE ANOTHER.

I know some of us is trying to figure out how to come to FAMILY RIGHT. Just so you know that is the best thing. Because more we do it on our own the more we HURT ourselves and others. And it is consider PRIDE because we won't allow others in when we need to.

So I wanna take this time and say

IM THANKFUL FOR THIS HOUSE, AND THE PEOPLE, AND IM VERY GRATEFUL YAHUAH SHOWING ME THAT MY FAMILY IS VERY PRECIOUS THEY ARE RARE AND THEY SHINE BRIGHT LIKE A DIAMOND IN SO MANY WAYS. EVEN IF THEY DONT SEE IT YET.

MY FAMILY IS WORTH MORE THEN GOLD AND SILVER. I SAW CHEAP AND I SEE THE VALUE.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEHIND THE SENCES PRAYERS WHILE I WAS IN MY TEST. I WOULDNT HAVE FOUGHT IF YAHUAH WASNT THERE GUIDING ME TO YOU GUYS. MORE AND MORE.

MOST OF ALL IT WAS LEARNING HIS WILL Versus OWN WILL.


And I accepted FAMILY in HIS WILL.. and pick up that stake and start my HEALING journey.

I LOVE YOU ALL🥰

I need prayers on a person his name is Manuel aka Manny. To awaken and to be drawn he is very amazing he help me alot as a co worker and friend out of his heart very genuine. He is not vaccinated so I warn him not to take shots government offers lol. But if Yahuah Willing I pray he gets minister to righteously. I pray he gets drawn and awaken very smart kid.
Thank you family. Pray for his grandpa Abraham too very sweet old man. I know where he got his kindness and caringness from. 💕🙏😁