Forgive me for being away so long, my beautiful family. I’ve still been having a rough time with sleep and, when I finally do get some I can’t function when I wake lol.

I’m posting now because my scan is in just a few hours at the hospital, and another tumor has come up on my other collarbone. So I humbly ask for prayers and for YHWH’s will be done.

I’m standing on the promises of our Father and not allowing what the doctors say, or believe, to take hold of me again. I appreciate all the prayers and love that I feel from all of you, just know I’m sending you love and prayers also❤️❤️❤️❤️

Prayer request (long read)

My soul is greatly grieved and my spirit has been shut up. It started this past Tuesday. Over the past month I have really been digging into the word of Lord non-stop for at least 10hrs a day. I felt the fire and strength growing more inside of me. I would speak in the spirit all through out the day. I was so joyful. Suddenly, while praying in the spirit on Tuesday, my words became muted as if my lips were being held together and my stomach heaved. Immediately I felt that joy and fire leave me. I don't know what happened. It's like Jesus said, I felt that power go out of me. I've been distraught ever sense because something has changed and I don't know why. My desire and fire for the word just left me and that is not what I desire. Something isn't right. When I pray in the spirit, the fluency isn't even the same anymore. It's like my prayer language has been cut down. As hard as I push, my prayers language barely comes out now. The same few words and moans over and over. I've asked the Lord to forgive if I did any wrong. I also missed the Passover because I had the wrong Jewish calendar downloaded on my phone. Could it be because I missed the Passover? I honestly didn't know and when I found out that I missed it, I cried and cried and felt beyond terrible. I got up in a panic throwing things out for the "rehearsal" if you will that contained yeast. I know in Exodus the word says those who do not keep this feast day must be cut off. I honestly didn't know until late Wednesday night. I just don't feel right. Something is wrong. My spirit is not the same.

An Elder by definition must be a good example. Whether you are an elder or not, should we not all be striving to be a good example?

Zechariah 12:1-3 "The burden of the word of the Lord for Israel, saith the Lord, which stretcheth forth the heavens, and layeth the foundation of the earth, and formeth the spirit of man within him.

Behold, I will make Jerusalem a cup of trembling unto all the people round about, when they shall be in the siege both against Judah and against Jerusalem.

And in that day will I make Jerusalem a burdensome stone for all people: all that burden themselves with it shall be cut in pieces, though all the people of the earth be gathered together against it."

Blessed to be a Blessing! Shine bright Faithful!

Pray for me as I battle and confront the freemasonry occult in my family and household. They gossip and slander my name because I seek the lord diligently and will not let them condemn with the Word of God without giving them the same measurement of judgment. “But in that coming day no weapon turned against you will succeed. You will silence every voice raised up to accuse you. These benefits are enjoyed by the servants of the Lord; their vindication will come from me. I, the Lord, have spoken!”
‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭54:17‬ ‭NLT‬‬ My mother is an eastern star and my grandfather rides in his car with a Freemason symbol on the back of it claiming he is not a Freemason but a believer in Christ who only keeps it so he can avoid trouble with man. He is operating in fear and lacks knowledge of the scriptures and I tried to point them to Jesus and repentance years ago when I first gave my life to him but they called me “crazy” and “mentally ill”. I feel like I’m being stirred back up to do this again and I need your help in prayer that I do it with the right heart and boldness.

“They will be able to handle snakes with safety, and if they drink anything poisonous, it won’t hurt them. They will be able to place their hands on the sick, and they will be healed.””
‭‭Mark‬ ‭16:18‬ ‭NLT‬‬

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Peter, Could you do a lession on the 7 Noahide Laws and why they are so bad for Christians? Not sure if everyone knows about this. Thanks in advance.

Hi my beautiful beings! Hope you are all doing well today. Just a shout out to say hi.